Wednesday, October 16, 2024

the wrens - happy

 You're the one I want

You're a chance to take

You're a hard break

And swore you'd never leave again


You're the only one

That I ever trusted

Or who ever cared at all


Is this how it's gonna be?

Is this how you wanted me?

Broken down again

It's almost over now


Is this why you wanted me?

To watch as you walk away

Kept on killing me

And you don't even wanna touch me

You don't even wanna touch me


I was wrong

I've wasted on

Can't figure out

What happened to us

I won't count on you anymore

I'll be all right

Don't worry about me

Aren't you happy now?

You got what you want

I wanted you

But I'm over that now

I'm over it

I'm so sick of you

What we went through

Your lies to me

Won't win again

So don't kid yourself

It's better this way

It's all back to me

Tuesday, October 8, 2024

i hate css

 

do you have ANY idea how laborious CSS is?! so i wanted to change the skin on my wiki, the Timeless skin, right? well, turns out i checked it out and i was like huh it's fugly




see, it has colors all over the place. there's some wacky red and blue and green in the search (i still havent figured how to fix that, i will eventually) and wow. the header is blue, the underline for it is RED, the links are ORANGE, and the View/Main Page elements are vomit colored. wtf?? this theme is ugly as fuck

so thankfully they supply the source CSS on the mediawiki. nice. so i go into it, first used a CSS bot to change things around. but im like man, these colors, i cant seem tofind what specific things are colored what. the text, the body, this other header, this other thing, borders, etc. so i take a screenshot of my page and use a hex color picker to eyedrop and see, then ill ctrl+f and "replace all" to turn the links, headers, and all the other stuff to a monochrome brown and orange thing. now, it looks great! although... still have some other things broken, like infoboxes (wince)


things are starting to finally come together on this wiki. all i really need for it, more crucially now, is the appearance. step 1: skin, done-ish. step 2: the rest of the media. the characters, the logos, the favicon, all of that. i need help. gotta solicit my artist friends

here is some broken infoboxes and toc for your amusement. life hack: use inspect element to find what the element is that produces that color, then go into css and correct it. fuck yeha


Monday, October 7, 2024

changes, changes...

 just constant changes and stuff to this wiki

i think ill have to recruit some help soon or something, this is a lot for real



Sunday, October 6, 2024

Thursday, October 3, 2024

how it was vs how its going

 mediawiki is a bitch but man it pays off when it finally works cuz dude i was building this fucking table for well over an hour

i was gonna have just this in mind


simple and easy table. just the family name up top, put the images for each person on the left, caption on the right. except that didn't happen. things broke so much. edited so much. needed to change spacing, width, style, and now it turned into this


now i have a pretty and very nice looking table with everythin all good
ill fill in the actual stuff later


Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Can We Call This Kindness?

 

let my temporary shine be a tax to pay and glimmers through action

exhaustion of what seems not to be my reflection

holding a rose to you with thorns in my hands

thusly spake: Can We Call This Kindness?


gritted gnashed teeth to propel at an unnatural fast and colorful speed

when an unpolished iron sphere already rolls slow

and if you enjoy cheers and comforted laughter

then at my cost i shall bring you a banquet


sounds beautiful to disintegrate the ego

for no I looked so shiny and beckoning

excuse me

search, solitude, reinstalling false positives



Lucky numbers today: 4 and multiples of 10

Monday, September 30, 2024

Visionary Death

by his own visionary death
will strike himself down as a dust
yes, only glimmer and shine
with a black dark interior
this language he calls serene

erased his face
false muttered through his lips but
wince and gnashed teeth
repeat your beautiful words 
for it is gilded tar you hold

Wednesday, September 25, 2024

A Definition of Solitude

Got a new book on Monday. Solitude: A Philosophical Encounter, by Philip Koch. Here's what I've received so far from it, about solitude.